“Stop Looking…”

It’s Monday... Oh! I forgot that there was flag ceremony so as usual, I was late. But, this time, we made it more adventurous than before. Ü I was with “abby”. We were actually close friends especially when it comes to wickedness in short, “kalokohan”. Many students were also tardy so we grabbed the opportunity to run off. At first, I thought that she was just kidding but then she dared me if I can do it. Of course, I said “YES” and besides, they know me for being naughty. So, we did it, we escaped! We assumed that Mr. Quiogue will not notice that somebody was missing. And we’re right! He did not notice us. Ü Actually, I was tensed because that was my first time but when I reached my classroom, I feel glad and saved! Hahaha.:) It started my day cheerful! At least I don’t need to wait for about an hour standing in front of our school. That is so booorrriiinng…

When I was in the classroom, I was really a BITCH, as in! I kept on talking and talking of nonsense things and I can’t stop myself from saying bad words as in BAD!!! I don’t know why, but for every sentence that comes out from my mouth there’s always gago, tanga, bobo and worst, putang ina. Waah! Is it already part of my expressions? I hate it, but I can not control it! And one more thing is that I influenced my friend, “mikky” a lot! By the end of the day we’re both kept on saying those fucking words. Haayy... I just hope that we, I mean I, could change this attitude ASAP, ‘coz I know and I can feel that my classmates hate me for that but, the question is, so what? Do I care for them? They’re just my classmates and that’s all. Hahaha. I was really bad, just kidding, Harvey! I love you??? Whatever! Ü Ooh… I remembered that “febby” moved closer to me this day. Haha. That was cool perhaps I could know him more. Yeah right, and this day I discovered something new about him and that something had ruined my day.

It was around 9 o’ clock in the morning. Our subject was Chemistry. We checked our seatwork last Friday. I chose to check febby’s paper because first I admired him as what I’ve said and second mikky—he’s no.1 competitor—needs to know his score. While waiting for our teacher to show the answers, I noticed febby doing something. I tried to see clearer what he was doing but he hindered me and said, “Stop looking…” After a second, I realized that he’s checking “kabby”’s paper, his best friend? But it’s not the big deal; the big deal is that he’s changing the WRONG answers of kabby to correct answers which give kabby a higher score. I immediately confronted mikky about it and we’re both surprised, especially me. I was not expecting that he’s like that and you know what? He got a perfect score. I’m talking about febby, I believed that he really deserves it because I know that he’s really intelligent, but the thing that I cannot accept is that he’s giving too much consideration to his friends up to the point that he’s already doing something that is not right. He does not need to do that, he is smart! But his friends need him!!! Oh God! Hayy.. I wanted to save him but who am I? And maybe he might say that “nagmamagaling ako” and besides, I’m worse than him. I just remained unspoken since I do not have the right to speak. I guess so… But I would not allow them to do the same things over and over again.

Before going home, I spent some time with my friends, but actually were incomplete because munch was absent. We went to our tambayan and chatted there about our secrets. I knew a lot from starry and most of her stories were unexpected. I really like her for being true to us and for trusting us. I just hope that our friendship will last…